I've been lurking quietly in the background and stalking from afar on DA for long enough, so I've decided that I either need to delete my account altogether, or have a serious clean up of all the crap on here and start again. I’m actually pretty embarrassed by some of the shit I’ve uploaded in the past; and more so of what an immature idiot I come off as in my old journals… *sigh*

I’m no longer studying art in any form, and as usual have lost interest and motivation for something which I previously enjoyed, but, I think I’m gonna try to motivate myself again. After all, despite some of the absolute wank I seem to have uploaded, I am actually capable of producing some… at least ‘not bad’ artwork.

Someone has recently entered my life who, for some obscure reason, makes me want to better myself, who motivates me to do something again… beyond getting horribly intoxicated day in day out. I’m pleased by this new development, and seriously hope she is the wonderfully refreshing break I’ve been looking for; a chance to grow and develop. It’s hard to comprehend myself, but I’m pretty happy.

I really have been getting far too lazy though, so without further ado, my account shall be meticulously tidied (or I’ll just mindlessly sweep everything under the rug) and new artwork produced and uploaded.

Let’s see how long this lasts shall we? *is disappointed by her lack of will power*

Take Care x